I’ve gone through a lot of blogs. I was part of the Xanga craze, Livejournals, Tumblr, even the journal section of DeviantArt. Blogs aren’t new to me. I’ve always needed some form of written release, being an introvert and all, and blogs are ways I can word vomit and get it all out.
Raicodoll is my art, my videos, my events, but most of all it’s me. So let’s get to know each other a bit better. Blog I shall. If you just like seeing my art and or going to the things around town I host, that’s fine. The News section has my non-personal stuff. That’s cool. But if you don’t mind a bit of word vomit and venting, then read on!
In October, after the weekend from hell (that is, the three event weekend where I attempted to kill me and fellow artists with exhaustion), me and Rony spent a week in Seattle for a conference he was attending. Seattle had been on our list to visit for a long time. Companies we loved were located there, it rained all the time, it’s a very artsy town and it wasn’t a desert.
Visiting Seattle was magical and we fell in love instantly.
Cut to this year. You can only grumble that you miss a place so much before finally just saying, we should move there. Before, moving to Seattle was kinda a lofty dream we would say when the weather was too hot and the wind threatened to take the fence down the block. But after a few google searches and some research, it wasn’t impossible.
We made a plan. Two years max we’d move. After some re-budgeting, it was cut down to one year. We’d move in one year.
And that’s the plan. We’re going to get rid of all our non-essential things, save a ton of money, and pack up all five animals and a trailer and move everything up north! Which is wonderful and exciting but also terrifying.
I’ve lived in Lubbock my whole life. My whole family is in Texas, at most 5-8 hours away. Moving across the country is a brand new experience. Plus I’m a natural worrier so yes, I am already preparing for this move over a year in advance. Everything feels final. Final birthdays and holidays and events. Things I have created I now have to figure out what the future holds for them.
It’s a bit daunting. In the end, I think it’s a good decision for us. Sometimes you just hit the limits of your growth and have to move to a bigger sandbox. It’s scary and uncomfortable but it’ll make you better.
This weekend we’re having a garage sale to start getting rid of the junk we’ve hoarded over the years. I’m purging what I can and deciding what makes the cut to stay. It’s refreshing, like de-cluttering your life. Everything will be a new start and I think I’m excited for that. As much as I love what I do, it’ll be so nice to start over back at zero and not have any pressures.
For now, I’m going to enjoy life here, doing what I love, and making memories. There’s a lot planned for this year and if I’m gonna leave, I want to leave while things are good.